­­­Hey

It’s been a while since the last time I wrote here

And I know that you are kinda frustrate, looking for my new posts (Feedjit tracked it anyway).

Well

I don’t know how to say it since we don’t even talk anymore

Err, I guess that should be one of the hardest phases of your life

I’m really sorry for it

Losing someone we love the most is … em, emm…

I don’t know the perfect word that suits

But trust me again, it’s okay

(I swear you’re yelling “FUCKIN SIX YEARS AND ITS OKAY??!” now)

Don’t cry, stop rewind moments from the past

But, well maybe it’s okay to cry, but not too much

I witnessed how you both falling in love from the very first

Remember the letters? Your first dress? The floody bloody hell?

Your fears to be ‘yourself’ version in front of him?

And now, you both grow up together

From the lovey-dovey-silly-mumbling-crazy couple and going on to be partner,

who completed each other and used to be together.

Six years are not a short period of time

We all know it, big hole in your heart

Time heals everything,

But it’s much more better if you decided to heal yourself anyway

Somepeople write, somepeople work so hard, somepeople travel to cure what they think they feel

Fear, sadness, anger are things we created and later we believe in

So do the happiness, joy and laughter

You have found the answer of your problems

Trust me, you know what you should do

So just stop pretending that you need a lot of bubbling and opinion from others

Because you keep the answer within yourself

Wake up, pretty girl

PS: I know my english is that bad