for all this time
May 27, 2012
Scroll down to Eliminating the Limits by Alanda Kariza and found her post that dedicated to her one year anniversary with her boyfriend. That was so me, just like what I feel about you and us. So let me share it:
I suspect the following words are going to be few of the
hardest ones to write. This is my second attempt, as my first draft vanished
into the air right after I clicked “Save”. Ironic. Nevertheless, writing would
be the best medium for me to express how I feel, what I would like to say, and
the things I’d like to convey. I wanted to sing for you but I know nothing
about intonations, let alone tunes, and I am going to ruin any song that I try
to sing. I don’t draw, I don’t sew, I don’t make crafts… Therefore, I hope
you’re okay with this.
We have been together for a few hundred days, huh? 365 felt
so fast yet so slow at the same time. It feels so fast until I feel like I have
never even known you before; it feels so slow I get to bitch about the fact
that we have only been together for one year (eight month or two years for our case). Despite these, I am
grateful I get to go through the ticks and the tocks with you. The way time
goes by will always be a secret, but I can never ask for a better way to
experience it.
You are my version of Forrest Gump’s box full of chocolates,
“You never know what you are going to get”. I did not know how you would
“taste” before I “opened” you, before I saw everything in you – but as soon as
I did, I completely love it. Both the sweet and bitterness. Day and night.
24/7/365. I consume it until it runs out, and am yearning for more. Can I ask
for more? Can I melt with you?
I remember when you said you
can promise me nothing about forever, for the future is full of uncertainties,
and I told you we can never know who our soulmate is. But… I also remember when
you promised me you would stay by my side no matter how ugly things might get,
and you agreed when I told you the only thing to figure out if we are soulmate
for each other or not would be to stay together until we depart.
Thank
you..
For
being the person who always reminds me to protect my dreams, and pursue them.
For being the person who contains me. For wanting to stick with me no matter
how irritating I have always been. For still being there and still listening
whenever I babble about everything in my life. For being the place to lean on
when I had to go through the lowest points of my life. For reminding me to
always be good. For the gifts. For the stories. For the laughs. For the adventure.
For the advices. For the lessons. For the dates. For the night outs. For
letting me be a part of your life. For asking me to be a part of mine. (and for still accept all my random things
when I get PMS on my period)
(http://alandakariza.com/if-i-never-knew-you/) with some changing
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Thanks for be such a good partner.
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